It'll be a year since I stopped improving at art in February 2023

Can't seem to make the time to even doodle on paper due to coercion

I hate being in the office so I read critcal theory and tech training because Level 1 deskide support is still level one support

Having difficulty getting imagination back when I dedicate most free time to study and made paranoid that I will have to be chained to this job for the foreseeable future

It'll be four years since I started a youtube channel that I've all but abandoned

Political work study does give me some type of socializing that I can tolerate, but is hampered by dealys in communication

Started doing Brilliant math courses

Kind of wish I could be swarmed by small animals to feel joy

Coffee will lead to esophogeal varices

All work is tainted by another's obesession to accumulate profit

I'm learning Automation to help bring about Fully Automated Luxury Gay Space Communism so all can be fully Human

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