I haven't been in the right state of mind to do anything art realted.
It's too painful to create anything due to my awareness of the reality in which I live as a racialized person.
I have to accept tha art isn't going to free me nor make me happy right now.
Sad as it is, I have to leave it and focus on what will pust more money in my pocket. Reality won and my dreams lost, it happens and there's no way around it.
I may post one day again in the future but for now this is goodbye.