Next month I will be 35.

And I have become the very loser I've tried to avoid becoming for the last 20 years.

I hate where I live. I have no connection to the culture I am a part of. I speak and read a tongue I resent.

My true goal is to disappear from a world that I can never truly belong.

I will delete my page for I am unable to monetize the skill I love but cannot excel at.

Damn it all to hell.